I miss you like hell
Feels like being suffocated in this situation
It’s more than what we know as ‘hard’ to be parted from you
But I realize that it’s also impossible for us to be together
I have to protect you and your other life
Even though it kills me for sure
Sometimes I just want that we could hold each other’s hands and walk in the crowd just like what the other couples do.
What a small wish with the biggest impossibility.
I never knew how it started
And right now I don’t even know how to end it.
God, it sucks!